February

February seems to have come and gone with the blink of an eye – so different to January, which always seems the longest month of the year after all the festivities.

We celebrated Rose’s birthday at the beginning of the month and had a lovely trip to London to visit her and David and go out for lunch. We ususally drive to her flat in London, which makes it easier for me with my breathing problems and definitely makes it easier when the weather is cold as my breathing suffers more in the cold. It had actually been snowing the day before and was perishing cold.

A few weeks ago we visited the gardens at Benington Lordship, they open them every year, as they have a fabulous display of snowdrops. It’s always something I look forward to, as the days start to become a little longer. The weather had begun to change. It felt quite mild and the sun was out. The snowdrops didn’t disappoint and looked so beautiful. It’s always very uplifting to see them and feels like the start of the gardening and flowering season, with the whole year still ahead of us, days becoming lighter and longer and the sense that everything is starting to come to life again in the garden.

We went away to Nottingham soon after for a lovely family wedding, Rob’s niece’s. It was a beautiful wedding and the weather became surprisingly even warmer. We’d hired a cottage for us all and had a fabulous time.

Now we’ve reached the end of the month nearly and the weather has become even warmer, reaching up to 20 degrees in some places. Rob has actually mowed the lawn for the first time ever in February and the crocuses and daffodils are out in full bloom in the garden. Like many, I’ve been digging a few more summery things out of my wardrobe, but those big coats, jumpers and scarves and gloves are still out.

Last year’s February can be remembered for the bitter cold and the ‘Beast from the East’ storm and this year’s is going to be remembered for record temperatures and glorious sunshine. We started February with a little snow and we’ve ended with a beautiful early spring.

Wrest Park in Winter

January and February can be harder months for getting out and about. The weather can put us off, as it’s often very bleak and cold and days are shorter. It can be surprising how beautiful and different places can look at varying times of year. I like to revisit places throughout the year to see them in a different light and different way as the months and seasons change.

Wrest Park is a place we go to often, it’s an easy place for me to manage walking now I get quite breathless, as it’s fairly flat with good pathways. It’s very wheelchair and pushchair friendly, a great place to take our dog Ted and very child friendly when we bring little Freddie with us. There’s a great play area and a cafe where you can sit out. I like to sit outside, even in the depths of winter and bask in those snippets of sunshine and enjoy the fresh air. It can be very uplifting and I feel it’s important for my wellbeing both mentally and physically.

We have visited a few times this winter and it was a glorious sunny day when we went a few days ago. It looked such a contrast to summer, with frost lacing the ground and layers of ice over the water. There was an early morning mist, but the sun was breaking through, burning it away, which looked quite spectacular.

The birds were enjoying a good singsong as we walked through the woods and there were three beautiful cygnets ducking and dipping for food through the ice. A red kite kept on circling above us. And those first signs of spring – snowdrops about to open, trees in bud, daffodil shoots – all that promise of what’s ahead of us.

Winter time can be so underestimated, as there’s still so many beautiful things to see.

Happy January

Well Happy New Year everyone, or it’s probably Happy January now that all the festivities are long over and well behind us. I hope you all had a wonderful time and enjoyed a rest with some quiet family time.

For me, a New Year always brings thoughts of what may lie ahead and wondering what may be in store both for me and my family. A whole new fresh year waiting in front of you can feel so exciting.

We enjoyed a lovely December and Christmas and that’s partly because there were total zero hospital stays. Anyone who has been following my blog over the years will know that December or Christmas seems to guarantee a bed in hospital for me at some point. This has happened ever since I was diagnosed with Pulmonary Hypertension and continued on after my transplant except for the second year after my transplant. Eight out of the nine last December’s has been marred by this, so this year I can safely say two out of ten have now been hospital free and I am so pleased and relieved about this. Hopefully this is a sign the pattern is being broken. I hope so.

It has meant that I’ve had a strong start to the New Year, so I’ve been trying hard to keep as active as I can. It can be difficult with lungs that function at less then fifty per cent, but in colder weather it can be even harder, especially if there is a cold wind. I’ve been trying to get outside as much as I can though and walk at my own pace as far as I can manage. I see my walking as vital to keeping my heart and lungs as healthy and stable as they can be, so keep pushing this within my limits. We’ve had some beautiful January days and it’s always uplifting and good for the soul to see some sunshine and go for a walk outdoors.

We were in the Lake District in early January and were blessed with a couple of days of beautiful sunshine. We were able to get out and about with the cameras, taking lots of photos and enjoying all the magnificent views and some lovely walks. It was bitter cold, but it can feel refreshing and invigorating to wrap up warm and cosy and just go with whatever the weather is doing. The weather is also an excuse to warm up and rest with a hot coffee in cosy cafes and eat warm comforting food in a pub with a roaring log fire!

And New Year resolutions? I know many people use the start of the year to make resolutions. This year, I haven’t bothered, that doesn’t mean I don’t care about things and have lost interest or anything or don’t want to try anything new; in fact it’s the total opposite. I just want to keep on doing all I’ve been doing, which involves spending time with my family, catching up with friends, travelling and visiting places old and new, continuing our work with the Papworth Transplant Support Group and the hospital and keeping up my photography, reading, writing and working on my second book. The list is probably endless and being mum and grandma is a big priority for me nowadays, so not much point in adding New Year resolutions to my list of ‘to dos’.

We have lots planned over the next few months – it’s always great to have lovely things to look forward to. Before January ends we have Burns Night and Freddie’s second birthday celebrations, yes he’s going to be two very soon. Where has the time gone? Then we have more birthday celebrations and a family wedding in February. March is a huge month and life will change again as ‘grand baby’ number two is expected. Life feels very busy, busy, busy and seems set to continue so, which is just how I like it.

I was back at Transplant clinic last week, I managed to go the whole two months without needing to phone up and visit clinic, which has been a first in a very long time. We were all pleased with this, my consultant included. Everything is looking fairly stable and my consultant decided that my ‘winter’ anti-biotic nebulisers should become a permanant part of my daily meds rather than just for winter. It’s a way of keeping the incurable pneumonia in my lungs at bay and it does seem to be helping so far. I’m happy with that and very pleased things are relatively stable. I have to go back in another two months and they are arranging a few extra tests just to investigate the breathlessness further and ensure they are on top of things.

I think that’s all my January news so far, it’s been a little while since I’ve posted as I decided to have a little break over the festive period and cut back on the social media for a while. I hope you’ve all had a good start to the New Year and have lots of things planned and to look forward to.

Thanks for reading as always and Happy January to you all…

Winter Time

After such a beautiful summer, with its soaring temperatures, followed by one of the most glorious autumns, we’re heading towards the shortest day of the year and those dark mornings and dark evenings and sometimes those days that never seem to come daylight. Real winter time.

Winter time can be defined in different ways. The Met Office using the calendar year and making winter the three months following the 1st December, because December, January and February are generally the coldest months.

Some define winter according to the winter solstice, that being the day we have the least sunlight and the day when the sun is positioned furthest away from the earth as it orbits the sun.

I think for most of us, the weather can define how we think of winter. During November the weather always seems to slide seamlessly into colder, darker days and by December it usually feels like winter is underway. It has done this year anyway.

We seem to have had a real mix of weather over this last few weeks from crisp, cold and frosty days to gales, wind, storms and wet, foggy and misty weather. Some areas have even had snow. The whole range. With such a variety it’s no wonder we’re always talking about the weather in this country.

Luckily, we have had some beautiful days interspersed with all the bleaker weather. There have been some glorious mornings that start with a beautiful sunrise and then some stunning sunsets, which finish the day on a spectacular note. These days are such a treat during these winter months – the days when you can get outdoors and enjoy a good walk, the sunshine, nature, beautiful views and see winter at its best.

There’s also all that festive sparkle, as we nearly reach Christmas too. Thoughts of those winter traditions spring to mind – mulled wine, hot ciders and spiced punches. The aromas of the festive cooking – oranges, cinnamon, spices welcoming you inside. Christmas cake, mince pies, hams cooking on the hob, turkey, duck and beef roasting in the oven. A warm fire and candlelight. I look forward to these and this weekend’s Christmas preparations…

A Favourite View

We were lucky enough to spend a few days in the Lake District earlier last week and amongst some very rainy, wet and cold days we were fortunate to enjoy some glorious winter sunshine. We decided to drive up to the Western Lakes and spend some time exploring around Coniston Water.

I say ‘explore’ but it is a favourite area of ours, probably my most favourite spot, so we know it quite well. Whatever time of year we visit, the views are always stunning. When we arrived on this particular day, the views took our breath away though. It was a still morning and the waters were calm, the sky very blue and the bright winter sunshine was reaching through the bare trees casting both light and shadows at tbe same time. The reflections of the mountains and trees in the blue and black pools of water were amazing.

We were the only people there, so very different from the crowds and the heat of summer. During the hot summer, the meadows here were full of families picnicking and the lake was busy with kayacks, canoes and swimmers. The small car park was packed full to the brim with cars. On this day there was nothing but peace. We were able to quietly amble around and soak up the views, Ted ran safely off lead and explored the meadows and splashed in the water.

I couldn’t quite make my mind up, ‘When was this place at its most loveliest?’ When you are swimming or kayaking in the lake, in the heat of summer, the skies blue with large fluffy clouds hovering over the mountain tops or on this peaceful, crisp winter day, which offered nature at its most magnificent and calm?

Here’s to November

We start November and I feel that cringe deep inside about those long, cold winter months ahead and those shorter days and longer nights. I also have that fear of more bugs and hospital, which seem to have become a bit of a winter tradition in my life as much as Christmas is. As we move nearer to winter time, I find myself needing some motivation and inspiration to conjure up of all those good things about these darker months.

On the health front, I’ve had my flu jab and I’m on preventative measures to help my lungs over winter. I’m at clinic for checks every few weeks. I’m trying to keep fit, rest, eat well and avoid the bugs where I can. I know I’m as prepared and ready as can be, so it’s just a case of one step at a time and taking each day as it comes and fingers crossed to stay in good health.

As for the rest, the start of November has been such a pleasant surprise. It has been very cold compared to the milder temperatures we’ve had recently, but some of the days have been so glorious and sunny that we’ve wrapped up warm and been out and about in the countryside. We’ve been enjoying all what remains of the stunning autumn scenery – those golden trees and leaves against brilliant blue skies and fluffy, high clouds.

It’s scenes like this that have reminded me that the winter months can be just as much fun as those of summer and have me thinking of all the positive things to look forward to.

It’s lovely to dig out those warm winter coats and woollies, those snuggly scarves, hats and gloves in anticipation of cold, crisp walks with our dog, Ted. Those walks on a Sunday while a roast is cooking in the oven. The warm house and delicious smells when you return.

If you don’t want to cook, a country pub with a roaring log fire is hard to beat. I remember walking into a pub high up in the hills on our way back from Christmas shopping in Bowness last year. We were the first to arrive at lunch time and were given a huge welcome and told to sit by the fire – it was a perishing cold day. They piled more logs on the stove for us and we warmed ourselves while we waited for a delicious hot lunch.

Then there’s preparing hearty winter dishes for dinner, cosy dinners by candlelight and cosy nights by the fire with the curtains all drawn. The dog by my feet – or more often than not snuggled up beside me. Soft cosy clothes, socks and slippers. A cold and dark night is a great excuse to wrap up under a blanket in favourite chair and read or indulge in watching a box set or two. Of course, scented candles are a complete ‘must’ and that’s after a long pampering soak in a hot bath.

Then there are the glorious sunrises and sunsets to enjoy – the sunrises are late enough to catch a glimpse of when you wake up on a winter morning and the sun sets nice and early and well before bed time. Then the excitement of waking up to fogs, mists, heavy frost or snow – not so exciting if you have to go to work or travel – but beautiful if you can watch from inside and go about your day without the hazards to worry about.

Then there’s the glamour and glitz of ‘Strictly’ – now a recognised winter staple – the sparkly costumes, the fabulous dancing as we move through Halloween, Bonfire Night and towards Christmas.

Christmas – it’s probably the biggest most excitable thing looming as we step into November. November is the time I usually finish off buying all the presents and start the wrapping in readiness for December. I love a Winter Market or a Christmas Market. We’ve even managed to visit one already last week at Holker Hall and it was such a perfect sunny day – beautiful stalls with an assortment of wonderful goodies, warming pit fires, a live jazz band and delicious hot food and drinks.

I love the build up to Christmas – the anticipation, the preparations and then the actual festivities and day itself. Christmas shopping, Christmas carols, Christmas concerts and Christmas parties.

Well, I think I’ve found enough lovely things to think of for now to inspire and enjoy myself until January at least! What do you enjoy about the winter months?

Happy November everyone!

October Sunshine

October is nearly over – where did it go? It’s been such a glorious and beautiful month with plenty of warm mellow sunshine this year. The clocks have gone back soon and we enjoyed the benefit of an extra hour in bed. I always like it when we gain an extra hour, not so much when it’s the other way and we lose one though.

During this month I’ve still been recovering from a virus and pneumonia and so the beautiful weather has been a real boost. Being ill again has knocked my lung function down once more, so it’s been a case of keeping up the physio by exercising my lungs as much as I can. Hopefully some of my lung function will return and I’m hoping it will be back to the 48% or so I’d managed to get it to during the summer. Breathlessness is a thing I’ve now had to reluctantly accept back in life, as my lungs have deteriorated during the last few years. When my lungs work at around 50% though, I find I can manage and still get out and about for short walks and I’ve counted my blessings knowing from my past experiences and those of friends that things could be much worse.

The lovely sunshine has meant we’ve been able to get out and about with the help of my trusty old wheelchair to take the pressure off my lungs while they recover. I’m trying hard to build up my lung capacity again by walking as much as I can, but I’m still very breathless, so it’s literally one step at a time and the wheelchair in the meantime enables us to be out for longer and explore that much further when it’s a glorious day. I do intend for it to be only a temporary measure though. The weather has been very uplifting and great motivation while I tackle this blip.

I do love this time of year and autumn – Rob laughs at me and says, ‘But you love every time of year!’

I love trying to catch and hang on to those last snippets of summer. This year we keep saying, ‘This must be the last warm sunny day’. Each week, we keep on saying it, as the weather keeps on teasing us with higher than normal temperatures and warm sunshine.

At the same time as hanging on to summer, I’ll be excited about all that October and autumn have to bring.

I love the colours of October – the browns, golds, yellows, oranges, russets and reds and the way the flowers keep on flowering and flowering, pushing against time, as though they’re challenging nature before the first frosts appear. There’s been so much colour in the garden this October and so many gardens we’ve visited recently have looked stunning with banks of colourful dahlias, michaelmas daisies and remaining summer plants like roses, verbenas and salvias, which stubbornly refuse to stop blooming even though winter looms. The late flowers brighten up the garden and can light up the day.

Best of all I love the trees and leaves in October. I love how the colours change and how beautiful they look in the autumn sunshine when the sun is lower in the sky and has a deeper, golden hue. I love it when there’s a gentle breeze and the leaves trickle down slowly and then there’s carpets of leaves to wade through and kick beneath your feet.

I enjoy cooking more in autumn – October always seems to kickstart my cooking after the salad days and heat of summer – making hearty warming dishes and cooking up the apples from the garden – there’s a sense of preparing for winter and the colder days.

Of course, October always ends with half term holidays and Halloween. I like to join in the fun of it – Rob will carve out a pumpkin or two and I’ll make the obligatory pumpkin soup in the slow cooker. It’s a fun time for children and families and I love the see the wonderful colouful pumpkin and squash displays when we’re out and about. I like to have sweets in the house in readiness for the trick o’ treaters.

That’s my October. 🎃🎃🎃